If there is one thing in life that everyone has in common.. that is a lost love. It could be someone who died or someone you used to love and lost. I know i have one..he was my very first love. We were young way to young to even know what love is..but i was in love. I used to wake up thinking of him..go to sleep thinking of him. Its funny i never really liked school but he seemed to make it just that much better..i couldnt wait to go to school to see him. He was my best friend. We spent every minute we could together..but like all young love the most stupidest thing is what broke us up. I look back on that today and wish things would have been different cause the truth is that me and him were perfect. God gave me a second chance i was so happy and i really couldnt believe that it happened. But as fast as it came it left. i really dont know how or why but it happened and the crazy part is that no matter how much i try he always creeps back into my mind some how. He came back in my life after 10 years. Everything had change we both grew up had families of our own. Problems of our own and decision to make of our own. Some how when i would see his face and hear his voice i would feel the same way i did when we were together. But the truth is that it wasnt the same we both grew up to be different people then who we were in school. We went our seperate ways once again..but he never left my heart! the truth is i dont think he ever will because no long ago i gave my whole heart to him and i never got it back. I dont think ill ever get it back...maybe thats why no matter who i have been with it never felt right and i guess i will never find a love like his again. If you love someone you should let them know and never let them forget. I know ill never forget you!
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